guitar lessons or surgery

okay Adrian...you caught me. I have procrastinated the day of my blogging, but alas, it has come. I was just waiting for my tonsillitis to come back. When i was younger, i got tonsillitis...lets see...once or twice a month? does that sound right to anyone? yea me too. Anyway, i was pondering why i hadn't written anything in a while and i decided that it was not because i didn't have anything to say or express it was simply the fact that i didn't quite have to the words to do so, or the desire for that matter. I've also been feeling that common, yet indescribable internal need to write a new song. but here i am, consistently producing nothing. With this on my mind and a familiar tightness in my throat, my mom called me. She had been reading in this book that seems to have made connections between physical illness and emotional distress. All i could do was laugh when she told me that tonsillitis was associated with repressing both emotions and creativity. go figure uh? I either need guitar lessons or surgery. =)